第42章
NAOMI'S GREAT GIFT
With the coming of the gift of hearing, the other gifts with which Naomi had been gifted in her deafness, and the strange graces with which she had been graced, seemed suddenly to fall from her as a garment when she disrobed.
It seemed as though her old sense of touch had become confused by her new sense of hearing, She lost her way in her father's house, and though she could now hear footsteps, she did not appear to know who approached.They led her into the street, into the Feddan, into the walled lane to the great gate, into the steep arcades leading to the Kasbah; and no more as of old did she thread her way through the people, seeming to see them through the flesh of her face and to salute them with the laugh on her lips, but only followed on and on with helpless footsteps.They took her to the hill above the battery, and her breath came quick as she trod the familiar ways;but when she was come to the summit, no longer did she exult in her lofty place and drink new life from the rush of mighty winds about her, but only quaked like a child in terror as she faced the world unseen beneath and hearkened to the voices rising out of it, and heard the breeze that had once laved her cheeks now screaming in her ears.They gave Ali's harp into her hands, the same that she had played so strangely at the Kasbah on the marriage of Ben Aboo; but never again as on that day did she sweep the strings to wild rhapsodies of sound such as none had heard before and none could follow, but only touched and fumbled them with deftless fingers that knew no music.
She lost her old power to guide her footsteps and to minister to her pleasures and to cherish her affections.No longer did she seem to communicate with Nature by other organs than did the rest of the human kind.She was a radiant and joyous spirit maid no more, but only a beautiful blind girl, a sweet human sister that was weak and faint.
Nevertheless, Israel recked nothing of her weakness, for joy at the loss of those powers over which his enemies throughout seventeen evil years had bleated and barked "Beelzebub!" And if God in His mercy had taken the angel out of his house, so strangely gifted, so strangely joyful, He had given him instead, for the hunger of his heart as a man, a sweet human daughter, however helpless and frail.
Thus in the first days of Naomi's great change Israel was content.
But day by day this contentment left him, and he was haunted by strange sinkings of the heart.Naomi's frailty appeared to be not only of the body but also of the spirit.It seemed as if her soul had suddenly fallen asleep.She betrayed neither joy nor sorrow.
No sound escaped her lips; no thought for herself or for others seemed to animate her.She neither laughed nor wept.When Israel kissed her pale brow, she did not stretch out her arms as she had done before to draw down his head to her lips.Calmly, silently, sadly, gracefully, she passed from day to day, without feeling and without thought--a beautiful statue of flesh and blood.
What God was doing with her slumbering spirit then, only He Himself knows;but the time of her awakening came, and with it came her first delight in the new gift with which God had gifted her.
To revive her spirits and to quicken her memory, Israel had taken her to walk in the fields outside the town where she had loved to play in her childhood--the wild places covered with the peppermint and the pink, the thyme, the marjoram, and the white broom, where she had gathered flowers in the old times, when God had taught her.
The day was sweet, for it was the cool of the morning, the air was soft, and the wind was gentle, and under the shady trees the covert of the reeds lay quiet.And whither Naomi would, thither they had wandered, without object and without direction.
On and on, hand in hand, they had walked through the winding paths of the oleander, between the creeping fences of the broom, and the sprawling limbs of the prickly pear, until they came to a stream, a tributary of the Marteel, trickling down from the wild heights of the Akhmas, over the light pebbles of its narrow bed.
And there--but by what impulse or what chance Israel never knew--Naomi had withdrawn her hand from his hand; and at the next moment, in scarcely more time than it took him to stoop to the ground and rise again, suddenly as if she had sunk into the earth, or been lifted into the sky, Naomi disappeared from his sight.
Israel pushed the low boughs apart, expecting to find her by his side, but she was nowhere near.He called her by her name, thinking she would answer with the only language of her lips, the old language of her laugh.
"Naomi! Naomi! Come, come, my child, where are you?"But no sound came back to him.
Again he called, not as before in a tone of remonstrance, but with a voice of fear.
"Naomi, Naomi! Where are you? where? where?"Then he listened and waited, yet heard nothing, neither her laugh nor the rustle of her robe, nor the light beat of her footstep.
Nevertheless, she had passed over the grass from the spot where she had left him, without waywardness or thought of evil, only missing his hand and trying to recover it, then becoming afraid and walking rapidly, until the dense foliage between them had hidden her from sight and deadened the sound of his voice.