第40章

"C'est enfin que dans leurs prunelles Rit et pleure-fastidieux--L'amour des choses eternelles Des vieux morts et des anciens dieux!"--PAUL VERLAINE.

We were sitting around the camp fire, some thirty miles north of a place called Taqui, when Lawson announced his intention of finding a home.He had spoken little the last day or two, and Ihad guessed that he had struck a vein of private reflection.Ithought it might be a new mine or irrigation scheme, and I was surprised to find that it was a country house.

"I don't think I shall go back to England," he said, kicking a sputtering log into place."I don't see why I should.For business purposes I am far more useful to the firm in South Africa than in Throgmorton Street.I have no relation left except a third cousin, and I have never cared a rush for living in town.That beastly house of mine in Hill Street will fetch what I gave for it,--Isaacson cabled about it the other day, offering for furniture and all.I don't want to go into Parliament, and I hate shooting little birds and tame deer.I am one of those fellows who are born Colonial at heart, and I don't see why I shouldn't arrange my life as I please.Besides, for ten years I have been falling in love with this country, and now I am up to the neck."He flung himself back in the camp-chair till the canvas creaked, and looked at me below his eyelids.I remember glancing at the lines of him, and thinking what a fine make of a man he was.In his untanned field-boots, breeches, and grey shirt, he looked the born wilderness hunter, though less than two months before he had been driving down to the City every morning in the sombre regimentals of his class.Being a fair man, he was gloriously tanned, and there was a clear line at his shirt-collar to mark the limits of his sunburn.I had first known him years ago, when he was a broker's clerk working on half-commission.Then he had gone to South Africa, and soon I heard he was a partner in a mining house which was doing wonders with some gold areas in the North.The next step was his return to London as the new millionaire,--young, good-looking, wholesome in mind and body, and much sought after by the mothers of marriageable girls.We played polo together, and hunted a little in the season, but there were signs that he did not propose to become the conventional English gentleman.He refused to buy a place in the country, though half the Homes of England were at his disposal.

He was a very busy man, he declared, and had not time to be a squire.Besides, every few months he used to rush out to South Africa.I saw that he was restless, for he was always badgering me to go big-game hunting with him in some remote part of the earth.There was that in his eyes, too, which marked him out from the ordinary blond type of our countrymen.They were large and brown and mysterious, and the light of another race was in their odd depths.

To hint such a thing would have meant a breach of friendship, for Lawson was very proud of his birth.When he first made his fortune he had gone to the Heralds to discover his family, and these obliging gentlemen had provided a pedigree.It appeared that he was a scion of the house of Lowson or Lowieson, an ancient and rather disreputable clan on the Scottish side of the Border.He took a shooting in Teviotdale on the strength of it, and used to commit lengthy Border ballads to memory.But I had known his father, a financial journalist who never quite succeeded, and I had heard of a grandfather who sold antiques in a back street at Brighton.The latter, I think, had not changed his name, and still frequented the synagogue.The father was a progressive Christian, and the mother had been a blonde Saxon from the Midlands.In my mind there was no doubt, as I caught Lawson's heavy-lidded eyes fixed on me.My friend was of a more ancient race than the Lowsons of the Border.

"Where are you thinking of looking for your house?" I asked."In Natal or in the Cape Peninsula? You might get the Fishers'

place if you paid a price."

"The Fishers' place be hanged!" he said crossly."I don't want any stuccoed, over-grown Dutch farm.I might as well be at Roehampton as in the Cape."He got up and walked to the far side of the fire, where a lane ran down through the thornscrub to a gully of the hills.The moon was silvering the bush of the plains, forty miles off and three thousand feet below us.

"I am going to live somewhere hereabouts," he answered at last.

I whistled."Then you've got to put your hand in your pocket, old man.You'll have to make everything, including a map of the countryside.""I know," he said; "that's where the fun comes in.Hang it all, why shouldn't I indulge my fancy? I'm uncommonly well off, and I haven't chick or child to leave it to.Supposing I'm a hundred miles from rail-head, what about it? I'll make a motor-road and fix up a telephone.I'll grow most of my supplies, and start a colony to provide labour.When you come and stay with me, you'll get the best food and drink on earth, and sport that will make your mouth water.I'll put Lochleven trout in these streams,--at 6,000 feet you can do anything.

We'll have a pack of hounds, too, and we can drive pig in the woods, and if we want big game there are the Mangwe flats at our feet.I tell you I'll make such a country-house as nobody ever dreamed of.A man will come plumb out of stark savagery into lawns and rose-gardens." Lawson flung himself into his chair again and smiled dreamily at the fire.

"But why here, of all places?" I persisted.I was not feeling very well and did not care for the country.