第6章 GRANDPA'S CHRISTMAS

In his great cushioned chair by the fender An old man sits dreaming tonight, His withered hands, licked by the tender Warm rays of the red anthracite, Are folded before him, all listless;His dim eyes are fixed on the blaze, While over him sweeps the resistless Flood-tide of old days.

He hears not the mirth in the hallway, He hears not the sounds of good cheer, That through the old homestead ring alway In the glad Christmas-time of the year.

He heeds not the chime of sweet voices As the last gifts are hung on the tree.

In a long-vanished day he rejoices -

In his lost Used-to-be.

He has gone back across dead Decembers To his childhood's fair land of delight;And his mother's sweet smile he remembers, As he hangs up his stocking at night.

He remembers the dream-haunted slumber All broken and restless because Of the visions that came without number Of dear Santa Claus.

Again, in his manhood's beginning, He sees himself thrown on the world, And into the vortex of sinning By Pleasure's strong arms he is hurled.

He hears the sweet Christmas bells ringing, "Repent ye, repent ye, and pray";But he joins with his comrades in singing A bacchanal lay.

Again he stands under the holly With a blushing face lifted to his For love has been stronger than folly, And has turned him from vice unto bliss;And the whole world is lit with new glory As the sweet vows are uttered again, While the Christmas bells tell the old story Of peace unto men.

Again, with his little brood 'round him, He sits by the fair mother-wife;He knows that the angels have crowned him With the truest, best riches of life;And the hearts of the children, untroubled, Are filled with the gay Christmas-tide;And the gifts for sweet Maudie are doubled, Tis her birthday, beside.

Again,--ah, dear Jesus, have pity -

He finds in the chill, waning day, That one has come home from the city -Frail Maudie, whom love led astray.

She lies with her babe on her bosom -

Half-hid by the snow's fleecy spread;

A bud and a poor trampled blossom -

And both are quite dead.

So fair and so fragile! just twenty -

How mocking the bells sound to-night!

She starved in this great land of plenty, When she tried to grope back to the light.

Christ. are Thy disciples inhuman, Or only for MEN hast Thou died?

No mercy is shown to a woman Who once steps aside.

Again he leans over the shrouded Still form of the mother and wife;Very lonely the way seems, and clouded, As he looks down the vista of life.

With the sweet Christmas chimes there is blended The knell for a life that is done, And he knows that his joys are all ended And his waiting begun.

So long have the years been, so lonely, As he counts them by Christmases gone.

"I am homesick," he murmurs; "if only The Angel would lead the way on.

I am cold, in this chill winter weather;

Why, Maudie, dear, where have you been?

And you, too, sweet wife--and together -

O Christ, let me in"

The children ran in from the hallway, "Were you calling us, grandpa?" they said.

Then shrank, with that fear that comes alway When young eyes look their first on the dead.

The freedom so longed for is given.

The children speak low and draw near:

"Dear grandpa keeps Christmas in Heaven With grandma, this year."