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`I don't know dear; you see so many people have tried to tell them, but they won't listen, they don't want to hear.They think it's quite right that they should work very hard all their lives, and quite right that most of the things they help to make should be taken away from them by the people who do nothing.The workers think that their children are not as good as the children of the idlers, and they teach their children that as soon as ever they are old enough they must be satisfied to work very hard and to have only very bad good and clothes and homes.'
`Then I should think the workers ought to be jolly ashamed of themselves, Mum, don't you?'
`Well, in one sense they ought, but you must remember that that's what they've always been taught themselves.First, their mothers and fathers told them so; then, their schoolteachers told them so; and then, when they went to church, the vicar and the Sunday School teacher told them the same thing.So you can't be surprised that they now really believe that God made them and their children to make things for the use of the people who do nothing.'
`But you'd think their own sense would tell them! How can it be right for the people who do nothing to have the very best and most of everything thats made, and the very ones who make everything to have hardly any.Why even I know better than that, and I'm only six and a half years old.'
`But then you're different, dearie, you've been taught to think about it, and Dad and I have explained it to you, often.'
`Yes, I know,' replied Frankie confidently.`But even if you'd never taught me, I'm sure I should have tumbled to it all right by myself;I'm not such a juggins as you think I am.'
`So you might, but you wouldn't if you'd been brought up in the same way as most of the workers.They've been taught that it's very wicked to use their own judgement, or to think.And their children are being taught so now.Do you remember what you told me the other day, when you came home from school, about the Scripture lesson?'
`About St Thomas?'
`Yes.What did the teacher say St Thomas was?'
`She said he was a bad example; and she said I was worse than him because I asked too many foolish questions.She always gets in a wax if I talk too much.'
`Well, why did she call St Thomas a bad example?'
`Because he wouldn't believe what he was told.'
`Exactly: well, when you told Dad about it what did he say?'
`Dad told me that really St Thomas was the only sensible man in the whole crowd of Apostles.That is,' added Frankie, correcting himself, `if there ever was such a man at all.'
`But did Dad say that there never was such a man?'
`No; he said HE didn't believe there ever was, but he told me to just listen to what the teacher said about such things, and then to think about it in my own mind, and wait till I'm grown up and then I can use my own judgement.'
`Well, now, that's what YOU were told, but all the other children's mothers and fathers tell them to believe, without thinking, whatever the teacher says.So it will be no wonder if those children are not able to think for themselves when they're grown up, will it?'
`Don't you think it will be any use, then, for me to tell them what to do to the Idlers?' asked Frankie, dejectedly.
`Hark!' said his mother, holding up her finger.
`Dad!' cried Frankie, rushing to the door and flinging it open.He ran along the passage and opened the staircase door before Owen reached the top of the last flight of stairs.
`Why ever do you come up at such a rate,' reproachfully exclaimed Owen's wife as he came into the room exhausted from the climb upstairs and sank panting into the nearest chair.
`I al-ways-for-get,' he replied, when he had in some degree recovered.
As he lay back in the chair, his face haggard and of a ghastly whiteness, and with the water dripping from his saturated clothing, Owen presented a terrible appearance.
Frankie noticed with childish terror the extreme alarm with which his mother looked at his father.
`You're always doing it,' he said with a whimper.`How many more times will Mother have to tell you about it before you take nay notice?'
`It's all right, old chap,' said Owen, drawing the child nearer to him and kissing the curly head.`Listen, and see if you can guess what I've got for you under my coat.'
In the silence the purring of the kitten was distinctly audible.
`A kitten!' cried the boy, taking it out of its hiding-place.`All black, and I believe it's half a Persian.Just the very thing Iwanted.'
While Frankie amused himself playing with the kitten, which had been provided with another saucer of bread and milk, Owen went into the bedroom to put on the dry clothes, and then, those that he had taken off having been placed with his boots near the fire to dry, he explained as they were taking tea the reason of his late homecoming.
`I'm afraid he won't find it very easy to get another job,' he remarked, referring to Linden.`Even in the summer nobody will be inclined to take him on.He's too old.'
`It's a dreadful prospect for the two children,' answered his wife.
`Yes,' replied Owen bitterly.`It's the children who will suffer most.As for Linden and his wife, although of course one can't help feeling sorry for them, at the same time there's no getting away from the fact that they deserve to suffer.All their lives they've been working like brutes and living in poverty.Although they have done more than their fair share of the work, they have never enjoyed anything like a fair share of the things they have helped to produce.
And yet, all their lives they have supported and defended the system that robbed them, and have resisted and ridiculed every proposal to alter it.It's wrong to feel sorry for such people; they deserve to suffer.'
After tea, as he watched his wife clearing away the tea things and rearranging the drying clothing by the fire, Owen for the first time noticed that she looked unusually ill.
`You don't look well tonight, Nora,' he said, crossing over to her and putting his arm around her.