第15章 24年｜贰月·808bass

“when you walked alone and felt invisible，when you didn’t have the answers and couldn’t see the way，when you truly felt tired and want to give up.Remember me，and my heart beating for you.

——当你踽踽独行、当你泯然众生，

当你难保自衾、当你独力难撑，

当你心灰意冷、当你意志消沉。

当你记起我那颗为你而搏跃的心脏，

即是铭刻你我的旧况。”

“If your heart has a choice，Then just go to him， go to him，Be firm and unyielding.

如果你的心已有抉择，

那便只管向他走去、向他前进，

坚定不折。”

“我自诩为冷静淡漠的真我，自诩为疏离这荒诞世界的默尔索，自认拥有加缪的沉默。

因此当那天女孩与我一个拿刀，一个持枪。

只因刀尖上反射的阳光，

那天夜晚，我开枪杀死了一个迷茫不安的灵魂。

仅此一夜之隔，我的心竟判若两人。

抬头看向面前的镜子时，我触摸到寒若深潭坚冰的眼神。

自此，在我面前缓缓敞开的，是局外人的大门。”

“I always believe that maturity is not reflected in how neat the layout of the circle of friends is， how much nonsense is usually used， whether the integrity of showing oneself to others is missing， etc.， but on the contrary，

The real maturity， is no matter when can come to the mountains open the road to build Bridges， is the Taishan collapse in front of the calm without changing color， is in the face of any great sadness and joy of the “big scene“ or the so-called “big man“ can be with a normal heart of courage.

It can be calm or aggressive， quiet or active， regular or divergent， rigid or humorous， silent or full of nonsense， and of course， it can look childish or even retarded.

But the same is that it must be decisive， independent， rational， rich in judgment and perception， and is not a generous， and aimless escape.

我始终认为，成熟并非体现于朋友圈排版有多整齐、平时废话的多少、向他人展现自我的完整度是否缺失等等，而与之恰恰相反，

真正的成熟，是无论何时都能逢山开路遇水架桥的气魄，是泰山崩于前而面不改色的从容，是面对任何大悲大喜的“大场面”或所谓“大人物”都能以平常心处之的胆识。

它可以是沉稳或激进的、可以是安静或活跃的、可以是规律或发散的、可以是死板或幽默的、可以是一言不发或满篇废话的，当然，更可以看上去幼稚甚至弱智。

但一成不变的是，它一定是果决的、独立的、理性的、富有判断力与感知力的，而绝非是人云亦云的大度，和漫无目的的逃避。”